November 19, 2008

anais


I have the right to love many people at once and to change my prince often. ~ Anais Nin

November 12, 2008

breathing, love, and ink

i try to breathe through the bleeding ink,

that soaks the pages.
i wait
for days to reveal
the truths, that hide
from my eyes.
i wait
for my love to find me.
i hear his heart
beating and calling my name.
i wait
for the lost feelings
to steal me away
again.

November 2, 2008

wanting

i want to say it... i want to be free... i want to let all those things go... i want to just be with you... i want you to be with me... i want you to want me, more and more... i want nothing in between us... i want to be so close that there is no room for air... i want to smell you one more time... i want to feel the thrusts i have never felt.... i want more than your hands... i want more than your lips... i want to taste your chapstick all over me... i want sweaty passion to drip off of us... i want you to squeeze me with excitement... i want you to whisper on my lips between my thighs... i want you... i want you...