breaking thoughts

she is gone and it hurts.

the tears start and stop

all on their own.

i am sad

because she is

no longer here,

but happy

because she is

no longer in pain.

my heart breaks

thinking

about the times we will never have;

thinking

about the moments we will never share;

thinking

about the places we will never go.

my heart breaks

thinking

about everything before this moment.

she has not lost me,

but i will always be looking

for her.